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<h3>2019年之前的事……</h3>
<p><strong>2016年,</strong>世界如同一场美丽的梦,却掩盖了无尽的噩梦。我沉浸在自己的兴趣中,仿佛找到了生命的意义。然而,当我看到我所爱
的东西消逝时,我才发现兴趣也是一种逃避。或许,我只是在玩物丧志。但是,当我想要放弃一切时,却又发现事情并非如此绝对。于是,我开始学会从不同的角度看待事物。这是一个教训,也是一个启示。</p>
<p><strong>2017年,</strong>九个月过去了。我仍然被噩梦困扰。自从去年年底开始,我就难以入睡,但我并没有感到厌倦,反而试图用画笔记录下
我的梦境。九个月来,我画了很多画,但都是同样的内容。这一次也不例外,我不知道自己在画什么,也不确定这是否真的是
我的梦境。但当我放空思想时,画出来的就是这样——一团毫无意义的东西。我对此感到困惑和可疑。难道这就是我的内心世界吗?</p>
<p><strong>2018年,</strong>冬天来了。两年过去了。虽然我曾经怀疑过自己的画作,但现在我不得不承认,它们确实发生了变化。这也是我写下
这段文字的原因。正如两年前那样,这也是一个教训:我不能轻易否定一些本就不存在的东西。有些人因为怀疑而成为了历
史上的伟人,但他们也付出了沉重的代价;而大多数人则宁愿顺从于既定的秩序,也不愿探索未知的领域。“神”、“死亡”、
“无限”、“永恒”,这些是他们常用的词汇。他们似乎很幸福,但实际上却与畜生无异,这种幸福甚至令人悲哀:我宁愿选择他人高贵的不幸,也不愿接受他们平庸的快乐。</p>
<h3>Before 2019...</h3>
<p><strong>In 2016,</strong> the world seemed like a beautiful dream, but it concealed endless nightmares. I
immersed myself in my interests, thinking I had found the meaning of life. However, when I saw the things I
loved fade away, I realized that my interests were also a form of escape. Perhaps, I was just indulging in
trivial pursuits. But when I wanted to give up everything, I discovered that things were not so absolute.
So, I started learning to see things from different perspectives. It was a lesson and an enlightenment.</p>
<p><strong>In 2017,</strong> nine months had passed. I was still haunted by nightmares. Since the end of last
year, I had difficulty falling asleep, but I didn't feel tired. Instead, I tried to record my dreams with a
paintbrush. Over the course of nine months, I painted many pictures, all depicting the same content. This
time was no exception. I didn't know what I was painting, and I wasn't sure if it truly represented my
dreams. But when I let my mind wander, this is what I painted—a meaningless mess. I felt confused and
suspicious. Was this my inner world?</p>
<p><strong>In 2018,</strong> winter arrived. Two years had passed. Although I once doubted my artwork, now I
had to admit that they had indeed changed. That's why I wrote this passage. Just like two years ago, it was
a lesson: I shouldn't easily dismiss something that doesn't even exist. Some people became great figures in
history because they questioned, but they also paid a heavy price. Most people would rather conform to the
established order than explore the unknown. "God," "death," "infinity," "eternity"—these are the words they
frequently use. They seemed happy, but in reality, they were no different from livestock. Their happiness
was even sorrowful. I would rather choose the noble unhappiness of others than accept their mediocre
happiness.</p>
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<em>简律纯</em><br>
<em>Jyunko</em><br>
<em>2018</em>
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